I knew going into the work week that it was going to be a challenge to maintain my composure and optomism. My calendar was full of both personal and work related activities.
I knew on Monday morning that I was going to be behind the 8 ball each and every day. I was feeling the stress before I had started. Luckily, I did start off the day on Monday at the gym. I felt energy when I left and thought I could face the day with ease. Unfortunately as the morning wore on it was apparent that my fears were to be realized. Each day became more stressful as demands increased and I began to feel like I was falling behind! I did go to the gym every morning except Thursday (I did a radio spot at 7:30 that morning for the Arc Capital Campaign). A couple of mornings required a serious self pep talk to get out of bed. I worked late each evening and had meetings each night. By Friday I was dragging. It was the week from Purgatory!! But I got through it.
During the kick off for Follow the Fifty, one of the stations that we visited demonstrated breathing and relaxation techniques as well as another that demonstrated yoga. I am sure that I forgot many things, but I do remember the relaxation breathing that was part of both stations. I did find myself practicing this a little and I must admit it helped.
Friday morning's gym routine was the most intense workout yet. I found myself amazed that I was able to finish it!! After my aerobic routine I always do a few situps and some stretches. I use a exercise ball for sit ups because of my back problem. I have a "gym buddy" that I met five years ago and have come to enjoy as I do my routine. We both arrive at the gym a few minutes before it opens at 5:30 a.m. and begin our workouts at the same time. We usually talk while on the elliptical and bike, and we do our stretches afterwards. While I was doing my situps, he commented on how many and how quickly I had done them. When I started in January adding the situps, I would do a set of ten. Now I do two sets of fifty. Its funny but I never realized how much stronger I had gotten! I was thinking..."o.k. I am going to really get a lot accomplished at work today".
Well it didn't turn out that way and when I left the office at 5:00, I left behind a stack of work that will face me on Monday. I needed to get to the home of a fellow board member of the Arc to prepare for a home social that is part of our Capital Campaign. I'm glad a got there a little early because I helped cut up veggies and arrange cheeses, breads, and fruit on platters.
By the time the guests arrived everything was done and I began to relax. After an hour or so, I spoke to the guests about the importance of the Arc to me. I felt this great surge of pride and purpose. I also felt the stress of the week begin to slip away. I remember a quote (although i can't remember who was quoted) that said,"the most effective exercise for your heart is bending down and lifting someone up". That pretty much summarizes the experience. My heart felt wonderful as I worked to help an organization that I felt passionate about. And looking a the face of one of the other presenters, Keith, who is a remarkable friend who was born with downs syndrome, I knew that I had done a good job!!
So I survived the week from purgatory! I guess it is because I am pointed towards heart heaven!!
Saturday, April 21, 2012
How my flower bed reflected my blossoming health
Week three of Follow the Fifty began in a very positive fashion. With a rare burst of energy I took advantage of a beautiful spring day and began to work on my flower beds. I'm embarrassed to say that I never so much as pulled a weed last year and they were a mess! I have five areas in my yard with perrenials, and looking at the whole thing made my heart sink. I felt overwhelmed! How could I possibly clean up this mess and where do I start? I decided to tackle one area and not focus on them all. I began in the smaller bed on the side of the deck to our kitchen door. This is the garden that I see most as I enter and exit the house.
There is something about playing in the dirt that is very therapeutic. As I started tilling and pulling at weeds, I felt happy and ethusiastic. I thinned out the lilies, and pruned my large perrenial plants. I cut limbs off my lilac bush and ran an edger all around the perimeter to give it a fresh and clean line. It took a little less than two hours, and when I was done it looked better than it had....well ....ever! I was tired and glad that I had decided to only do one garden. I had a lot more to do in the coming weeks, but this one was done!
After I took a shower and made a cup of peppermint tea, I started to think about what I would blog. While pondering on how my gardening activity related to a heart health journey, I was struck by the metaphor of cleaning up the gardens. Like my gardens, my health had been ignored and neglected. It was no wonder that I was a mess when I started in October. Fortunately for me, Dr. Monet and my nutritionist Kristen broke down what I needed to do in steps and stages. Like pulling the weeds and tilling the soil, I had to remove the things that were toxic in my body. Weeding and getting to the rich dirt underneath a garden bed is my least favorite job - detoxing was equally painful. But in both cases it needed to be done to get to the rich dirt beneath. Pruning, cutting, and edging result in a neater, more attractive area. By trimming away the foods that had been the cause of ill health, I found a more attractive me!!
I still have four garden areas to work on in my yard, and I still have a lot of work to do to get to my ultimate goal of health. I am confident that when I finish up, I will be very pleased with the results.
There is something about playing in the dirt that is very therapeutic. As I started tilling and pulling at weeds, I felt happy and ethusiastic. I thinned out the lilies, and pruned my large perrenial plants. I cut limbs off my lilac bush and ran an edger all around the perimeter to give it a fresh and clean line. It took a little less than two hours, and when I was done it looked better than it had....well ....ever! I was tired and glad that I had decided to only do one garden. I had a lot more to do in the coming weeks, but this one was done!
After I took a shower and made a cup of peppermint tea, I started to think about what I would blog. While pondering on how my gardening activity related to a heart health journey, I was struck by the metaphor of cleaning up the gardens. Like my gardens, my health had been ignored and neglected. It was no wonder that I was a mess when I started in October. Fortunately for me, Dr. Monet and my nutritionist Kristen broke down what I needed to do in steps and stages. Like pulling the weeds and tilling the soil, I had to remove the things that were toxic in my body. Weeding and getting to the rich dirt underneath a garden bed is my least favorite job - detoxing was equally painful. But in both cases it needed to be done to get to the rich dirt beneath. Pruning, cutting, and edging result in a neater, more attractive area. By trimming away the foods that had been the cause of ill health, I found a more attractive me!!
I still have four garden areas to work on in my yard, and I still have a lot of work to do to get to my ultimate goal of health. I am confident that when I finish up, I will be very pleased with the results.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Off and running (...well walking anyway)..
It has been two weeks since the Follow the Fifty (FTF) kickoff.
I have had a gym membership for five years, and have continued to visit the gym during that time. I must admit that I did not attend everyday and my workouts were not always very intensive.
Since the kickoff I have faithfully gotten up out of bed at 4:45 a.m. most every weekday morning (except for two mornings where I had early meetings) and have gone to Midtown Fitness in Putnam. My gym time is somewhat limited to 45 minutes, but I have been trying to make the most of it. I have been challenging myself on the arc elliptical trainer by choosing a different program each day rather than just doing a flat manual program. The most difficult program is the full interval program which has high stepping at a tougher tension. The easiest is my manual program where I have upped the difficulty level a bit. I do a half hour on the eliptical minimally.
One of the best parts of FTF has been connecting with my teammates. I met with Sue and Kathy on April 7 at Sue's house. Rosemary wasn't able to join us at that time. We planned our first strategies that include:
Today, on April 14th, Sue met me at my house and we walked a two mile walk that I had clocked. We also discussed some of the challenges we are finding aand strategies that we are using. The discussion is very helpful. We also have the mileage marker for a 3 mile walk and I am going to go to Roseland Park today to determine the lap distance at the park. I think it is 1.25 miles but I may not remember it correctly. That way we can set a goal for five laps prior to the Deary Race.
So we are off and .....walking!! More to come!
I have had a gym membership for five years, and have continued to visit the gym during that time. I must admit that I did not attend everyday and my workouts were not always very intensive.
Since the kickoff I have faithfully gotten up out of bed at 4:45 a.m. most every weekday morning (except for two mornings where I had early meetings) and have gone to Midtown Fitness in Putnam. My gym time is somewhat limited to 45 minutes, but I have been trying to make the most of it. I have been challenging myself on the arc elliptical trainer by choosing a different program each day rather than just doing a flat manual program. The most difficult program is the full interval program which has high stepping at a tougher tension. The easiest is my manual program where I have upped the difficulty level a bit. I do a half hour on the eliptical minimally.
One of the best parts of FTF has been connecting with my teammates. I met with Sue and Kathy on April 7 at Sue's house. Rosemary wasn't able to join us at that time. We planned our first strategies that include:
- Walk two or more miles every Saturday. We agreed to meet at 1:30 p.m. at Roseland Park each week whenever possible. We will bring coaches when we can.
- Do one physical activity per day and track them.
- Track what we are eating if we can.
- Participate as a team in the Deary Memorial Road Race, Walk, and Bike event (we will probably do the five mile walk but at that point .... who knows?)
- Participate in the DKH Triathalon in August in some way. We may relay it, or maybe do it all....again who knows where we will be at that point.
- Kathy will set up a facebook page for Team #44 (that's us!)
- Participate in the FTF events as a team!
Today, on April 14th, Sue met me at my house and we walked a two mile walk that I had clocked. We also discussed some of the challenges we are finding aand strategies that we are using. The discussion is very helpful. We also have the mileage marker for a 3 mile walk and I am going to go to Roseland Park today to determine the lap distance at the park. I think it is 1.25 miles but I may not remember it correctly. That way we can set a goal for five laps prior to the Deary Race.
So we are off and .....walking!! More to come!
Sunday, April 8, 2012
The Journey Before the Journey begins....
I guess I would not have imagined, back in early October of 2011, that I would soon be embarking on a journey that would lead to my decision to become a "model" for the Follow the Fifty campaign. I was so overweight and tired all the time. My blood sugar was consistently in the 300 range. I was very stressed and becoming a little depressed. It appeared that I would need to go on insulin. I had back and knee pain each day. But the scariest part was that each day I would live with a pain in my chest that was part of living with Barrett's Disease. Each day I wondered, "is it my heart", or is it "just the Barrett's". Although I went to the gym, my attendance was dropping off and my workouts were not very efficient. The pain in my knee and back was an excuse to stay away from all physical activity.
I've always had a pretty good attitude about my life. I try to stay positive, I forgive easily, I let go of the past and move on to the future, and I get great joy out of my community service activities. But I was beginning to feel negative, and wonder if I would ever "get back to normal". I spoke to my Primary MD and was resigned to go on insulin in early October. That day, I got a voice mail message in October from Aveena Wellness Center reminding me that I had an appointment scheduled the next Tuesday morning. I had forgotten about that appointment.
You see, I had made the appointment five months earlier when I was inspired by a presentation by Dr. Alison Monet, a naturapathic physician at a Chamber of Commerce event. She was excellent and spoke about taking control of your life through better nutrition. It was spring and I was ready to go! I remember being disheartened that it would take five months to get an appointment when I was so ready to make changes in my life. I made the appointment anyway.
But a lot happened between April 2011 and October 2011. I had dealt with some terrible stressful situations at work, I was eating poorly, I had all the physical problems I have already listed, and I was far from wanting to make changes. The thought of having to do anything exhausted me. I considered cancelling the appointment. My husband encouraged me to give it a try. I am so glad that I listened.
I can't say the early part of this journey was easy. I first learned that my body was extremely pysically stressed. Blood work confirmed that my glucose levels, liver, kidney, and cardiac markers were in dangerous ranges. I met with a nutritionist who helped develop my "plan of attack". Three weeks of "detox" off of the foods that were slowly killing me, learning a new way of eating, understanding what food does for - and to - me, and accepting that this is not a short term problem or solution, were all lessons that I experienced. And all of this during the holiday season!! Yikes!
I learned that dairy and beef are not tolerated by my body and that they caused inflammation in my gut. Although I can tolerate gluten, I learned that I cannot tolerate yeast, so I am mostly on a gluten free as well as dairy free diet. I learned that I have an intolerance to kidney beans, oats, egg whites, peanuts, shrimp, and tuna! Would anyone like to take a guess at what my favorite foods have been for the majority of my life?????
After only three weeks, my blood sugar was below 200, I had lost 10 pounds, and I was starting to feel a difference in my health. By February, I was down nearly 30 pounds, and began to have more "normal" blood sugar readings (for me) of between 120 and 140. Most importantly, I had not had any chest pain or other Barrett's Disease symptoms for some time.
In February I also learned about the "Follow the Fifty" campaign. They were looking for women who were between the ages of 25 and 60 to make a commitment to fight against heart disease - the #1 killer of women. It would end in a grand celebration on December 1, 2012! I thought "This is what I have been doing!!!" And there was a group to join! Not a "diet" program, but a cause! Sign me up!! And they did!
On March 31, 2012 I participated in the kick off with 173 other women who had signed up too! It was an incredible day of motivation, inspiration, and support!! As of the kickoff, I had lost over 50 pounds, had been taken off of four medications, and was tracking in non-diabetic levels of 80-90. I am ready to go! I learned that my "team" (#44) would consist of three other women, Susan Foster, Kathy Chase, and Rosemary Howard. We would work together, along with all the other "models" towards a healthier future. I am feeling so positive about this next chapter in my life!
The Follow the Fifty journey began!!!
I've always had a pretty good attitude about my life. I try to stay positive, I forgive easily, I let go of the past and move on to the future, and I get great joy out of my community service activities. But I was beginning to feel negative, and wonder if I would ever "get back to normal". I spoke to my Primary MD and was resigned to go on insulin in early October. That day, I got a voice mail message in October from Aveena Wellness Center reminding me that I had an appointment scheduled the next Tuesday morning. I had forgotten about that appointment.
You see, I had made the appointment five months earlier when I was inspired by a presentation by Dr. Alison Monet, a naturapathic physician at a Chamber of Commerce event. She was excellent and spoke about taking control of your life through better nutrition. It was spring and I was ready to go! I remember being disheartened that it would take five months to get an appointment when I was so ready to make changes in my life. I made the appointment anyway.
But a lot happened between April 2011 and October 2011. I had dealt with some terrible stressful situations at work, I was eating poorly, I had all the physical problems I have already listed, and I was far from wanting to make changes. The thought of having to do anything exhausted me. I considered cancelling the appointment. My husband encouraged me to give it a try. I am so glad that I listened.
I can't say the early part of this journey was easy. I first learned that my body was extremely pysically stressed. Blood work confirmed that my glucose levels, liver, kidney, and cardiac markers were in dangerous ranges. I met with a nutritionist who helped develop my "plan of attack". Three weeks of "detox" off of the foods that were slowly killing me, learning a new way of eating, understanding what food does for - and to - me, and accepting that this is not a short term problem or solution, were all lessons that I experienced. And all of this during the holiday season!! Yikes!
I learned that dairy and beef are not tolerated by my body and that they caused inflammation in my gut. Although I can tolerate gluten, I learned that I cannot tolerate yeast, so I am mostly on a gluten free as well as dairy free diet. I learned that I have an intolerance to kidney beans, oats, egg whites, peanuts, shrimp, and tuna! Would anyone like to take a guess at what my favorite foods have been for the majority of my life?????
After only three weeks, my blood sugar was below 200, I had lost 10 pounds, and I was starting to feel a difference in my health. By February, I was down nearly 30 pounds, and began to have more "normal" blood sugar readings (for me) of between 120 and 140. Most importantly, I had not had any chest pain or other Barrett's Disease symptoms for some time.
In February I also learned about the "Follow the Fifty" campaign. They were looking for women who were between the ages of 25 and 60 to make a commitment to fight against heart disease - the #1 killer of women. It would end in a grand celebration on December 1, 2012! I thought "This is what I have been doing!!!" And there was a group to join! Not a "diet" program, but a cause! Sign me up!! And they did!
On March 31, 2012 I participated in the kick off with 173 other women who had signed up too! It was an incredible day of motivation, inspiration, and support!! As of the kickoff, I had lost over 50 pounds, had been taken off of four medications, and was tracking in non-diabetic levels of 80-90. I am ready to go! I learned that my "team" (#44) would consist of three other women, Susan Foster, Kathy Chase, and Rosemary Howard. We would work together, along with all the other "models" towards a healthier future. I am feeling so positive about this next chapter in my life!
The Follow the Fifty journey began!!!
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